Thursday, March 10

just finished checking my mail after switching on my com after bathing after bingeing eating my dinner after coming back from crescent match.


dont talk about it.


aniwae, swim carn tomoro. i am feeling so normal now i cant believe that i was hyperventilating just a minute ago. about how screwed everything is. i screwed most of my tests, and tomoro's chem presentation - well, lets just say my group isnt very prepared and theres virtually nothing i can do about it now to patch it up and im just hoping that ms koh will be nice and you308-ers wont ask so many toughtough questions :/

i certainly hope that she wont ask questions. but its abit impossible lah.

my mum says that if i dont do well for mid years i will have to quit softball. it seems to be heading that way though i cant help it ):

i want to change places. sit right in front where christabel sits. to force myself to listen during class. dear taitaibelly scored 37 for maths )x

me wanna cry liao. i wanna eat chocolate!!!

swimcarn tomoro. well at least something to be happy about. im gonna sleep like real soon tho its like 9.10 cos my WHOLE family is asleep already o.O the house is so quiet!

God i thank You for taking care of me and help me to get over this tough period. i pray that i'l be able to accept whatever trials that come my way and get through them with Your help oh Lord.

But i thank You Lord
With each trial i feel inside
that You're there to help lead and guide
Me away from wrong
Cos You promised Lord
that with every testing
that your way of escaping's
easier to bear
But it goes against the way I am
to put my human nature down
and let the Spirit take control
of all i do
cos when those trials come
my human nature shouts the things to do
And God's soft prompting
can be easily ignored.

homerun`9:10 PM